The Day My Whole Life Changed
Sometimes, it takes a truly monumental event to shake us awake and make us realize what's truly important. It's in those moments of great upheaval that our priorities often snap into sharp focus, revealing the core of why we're here and what we're meant to do.
I was 43 when I had my 'wake up'! My first husband had a bleed on the brain and was in intensive care in a coma, and I had been told that it didn't look good. At this time I had 3 children, a large mortgage, and myself and my husband ran a local business. I remember on that day, walking into my half finished bathroom to have a shower, and it all hit me - I was exhausted, terrified, and on my own, and I just fell to the floor and sobbed uncontrollably. I have no idea how long I lay there, but out of the blue, it hit me like a bolt of lightening, this power, this strength, that surged through my core, reminded me in no uncertain terms, that we were going to be ok, and that everything I needed to do was crystal clear, and I mean totally and utterly crystal clear. That moment changed my life forever! My life from that moment onwards became a surrender process, a trust moment, that no matter what happens in life, I am totally safe. Now, when I'm truly in flow, I get this beautiful energy running through my core - sometimes really strong, and other times a gentle whisper, but it's always there....and it is for you too. You don't need a challenging event to kick start it, it's always been there, you just need to learn how to let go of the fear that is holding you back so you can get on a live your best life.